Like any community, it has its ups and downs too; it would
be unrealistic to suggest that everything’s always hunky-dory, or that there
isn’t a feeling of sadness when a member, for whatever reason, leaves the
group. I was thinking about that kind of thing recently when I was watching
one of the series of Heart of Scotland ‘Rockumentaries’, which document the
story of the choir during its first year. Watching us all being interviewed,
and singing at various gigs, really brought it home to me how much I miss some
of the people who are no longer members; I’ll be thinking about them tonight, and feeling grateful to have had them as choir
buddies in the past. I’ll also miss some of our members who can’t make the
concert because they’re off on holiday, or have other commitments. Just like in
any community, missing members are just that; missed!
I’m pretty sure that my friends and family are fed-up
listening to me going on about how nervous I’m feeling, so they’ll be pretty glad
when the concert’s finally come and gone! But, although I've got a tummy full
of butterflies, I’m excited too and I’m looking forward to tonight very much. I
keep thinking about the post I wrote a few weeks ago, when I was saying that
it's OK to hit the odd bum note or two when you’re among friends. And, after all, that’s where I’ll be tonight; among good friends –
both on stage and off! Still, I think I’d better go and squeeze in one more
practice before it’s time to head to the Bertie! I just wish I had a tenth of my son’s
confidence - and I hope the Bertie audience enjoy our performance tonight as much as this lovely bunch did earlier on this year.....
KA: Great blog jane!! Really sums up being in the fabbiest choir around! :)
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