I kind of feel that this is my official 'end of summer'. Ever since April, I’ve been saying how great
it was to have Ross ‘home for the summer’, even though it was really Spring! And
ever since early June, I’ve been saying that Gemma was working away ‘for the summer’, even though she wasn't finishing till mid-September.
Earlier this week, Ross moved back through to Glasgow to prepare for the start
of his second year at Uni and tomorrow Gemma comes home. So, it’s officially
the end of the summer!
I’m missing Ross and it was with a heavy heart that I saw
him off on Tuesday. It’s been brilliant having him back living at home these
past five months, and I’m so very proud of how committed he's been to his full-time 'summer' job (he's had one week off since April!). No long lazy student summers in this house! It's definitely easier saying
‘Cheerio’ to the kids now than it was when they first started leaving home - but I think it’ll always still make me a little bit sad. It’s more of
a feeling of gentle tugging at my heart strings, rather than a feeling of
having them wrapped round knuckles and harshly yanked out – but it still hurts.
Having said all of that, Gemma will be back in her own wee
bed – even if it is just for one night – on Saturday, Ross is coming through to
see her (and stay over because he’s running in the Stirling 10k on Sunday morning)
and Gordon has taken the night off work. So, we’ll have a night all together –
and you know how good that makes me
feel!
Roll on Saturday! It’s the end of the summer and - come
rain, high winds, or shine – it’s going to be a lovely day.
Lovely and poignant Jane. I hope you all mark the end of summer with a great weekend. Me - unfortunately working right through.
ReplyDeleteNot long to my hols now though......
Cheers!